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So, I’ve been trying to pick up a coffee addiction. I am having a hard time starting one. I am pretty sure I would be just a grande black kind of girl because I like the taste of coffee on its own, and also I am too lazy to make myself something fancy everyday. But then, there are all of those cool creamers and syrups that you can put in your cuppa. Sometimes I brew myself some decaf and add warm milk and sugar-free vanilla Torani for a yummy latte when I want to trick my brain into being awake.
It’s just that caffeine and I aren’t the best of friends. It likes some people; it gives them bright eyes and bushy tails. Me? It gives me a heaping pile of jitters and the occasional panic attack.
But I want it.
I want that magic stuff that wakes moms up after all night nursing sessions and evenings when husbands text that they are coming home late from work.
So, run out of coffee? I haven’t even picked it up yet.
But I need something because my baby is teething and my toddler refuses to nap. I am losing my ever loving mind. And if you tell me this is just a season of my life, I will tell you, “I KNOW!” and then hand you my inconsolable infant and my smart-ass toddler and run for the freaking hills. Enjoy.
The thing is, I know this will pass and I will miss these days and yadda yadda yadda, but right now? Right now I just want a helping hand in the form of liquid energy. How do I start this addiction?